19 January 2022
***Long time no see. Everything in life has been hectic, in a good way of course. Sometimes anxiety has a tendency to be all-consuming and sometimes it ebbs and flows following its own rules. Now that there is a new year to be had I am attempting to reclaim my life from the grip of anxiety and throw myself into a routine and other healthy coping mechanisms. In any case, I will probably be posting my play that I wrote so keep an eye out for that. To preface this poem I wrote it as a song (no I do not sing) but the rhythm is meant to be faster so it might be weird reading it as a poem. Enjoy!
blood in my veins and my memory is hazy but how can I remember now? I found my true love but love wasn't around and the worst was yet to come and if you didn't need me then why did I leave only to apologize I feel lost and afraid sinking into space gravity can't pull me down I'm a ghost I disappear I reappear through the walls and my tears and the noises in my head give away all my fears I'm a ghost when you're up and I'm down and I feel like a clown silly when I'm sinking deep into the ground but I'm not grounded never grounded only ghostly invitations trials and tribulations I'm a ghost.
BLOG IT BABY 